Day 220

So I haven't written in quite a long time. I lost the momentum and the project lost it's urgency. Something happened yesterday that brought this back up for me. My 22 year old cousin committed suicide. While this death was his choice, again I was faced with my mortality and making sure I'm living as fully as possible.

I want to run through the checklist and make sure that the important things are being done. Do the people I love know I love them? I believe they do. Am I living my life's purpose? Lord knows I'm trying. Am I savoring all of this world's pleasures and being grateful? Again, I'm trying. I'm feeling pretty good about my report card, but I want to live more fully and outrageously.